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Am i mentally ill or is my stepmother the one with the issues or does she hate me or is it all three?
i live with my dad,and i moved in with him two years ago.even though he didn’t have a room for me because there’s only one room in his apartment.i do not like my stepmother,i don’t even call her my stepmother but i will here, because of various reasons.basically,shes always staring or looking at me or supervising me and she knows i don’t like when people stare at me like if im weird or strange because when i was getting to know her me,her,and my dad sat down together and talked about my personal issues with myself and mom and stuff and i mentioned how i don’t like when people look at me.and then she said to get used to it because this is new york people are going to stare.but i didn’t further explain how people exactly stare at me,like in that weird/strange way.i also mentioned to her that i have panic attacks which i regret so much.so one day,all of a sudden,i remember her looking at me from the kitchen(by the way,i sleep in the living room on a bed,i have no room,no privacy).then,as time went by,the looking got into staring.like i would wash the dishes and shed be looking at me and my little sister,who is 4 years old,would be there too looking at me and it would make me nervous as hell and also angry,it got me irritated.so time went by,and she kept doing it.and my little sister is a demon child,like she would hit me,bite me,pull my clothes for no reason other than being a little brat,in front of her mom,and she still does this.so one day i decided to hit my sister by the hands and my stepmother was looking at me like "bitch" and "what the hell is wrong with you?" and then she said "excuse me i need to get something from the cabinet" and i moved out of the way.but yet she didn’t do anything to control her daughter and she was right there.then,one day she was moving and cleaning stuff in the living room and she was moving her plants and i was watching tv and next thing i knew i felt all this dirt and soil from the plants and it fell on me and my bed.i looked back,and my sister was crying with all the soil on her face and soil was on the floor from the plants and she got angry and threw a leg from a table that was broken across the room.i do not know what happened before,my back was facing them.and then stepmother ran to the room crying,all angry and slamming the door a couple of times and then eventually cleaned up the mess.i told my dad like a week later about this,cause she didn’t say anything to him,obviously.i felt he should know.another thing that really hinted to me that she hates me was one night,i fell asleep early at 11:30 and woke up like 2 something in the morning from hearing my dad and her arguing,yelling,screaming,cursing at each other,i don’t why,in their room,and i heard her saying i want to get out let me out,as she was pulling the door hard,and as my dad pushed the door back closed and yelling to her to shut up that i was sleeping,since i was going to summer school the next day,and to shut up,and she was crying and yelled angrily why do i care?!i don’t care!!they kept arguing and i pretended i was asleep when she went to the bathroom and then to the kitchen and then my dad said please go back to the room,and that i was sleeping and to do it for her daughter,ans she kept crying loud but eventually went back to the room.my dad doesn’t know that until this day,i know about this.another thing she does is that she repeats doing things in an aggressive way like shes angry.like we have this bag were we put recycling stuff in it and when she puts a bottle or something in the bag,she shakes the bag afterwards like a dozen times and really hard like its obvious by the sound it makes and the way she does it.its like shes angry at it or pissed off at someone.the same when she vacuums the house,omg!she does it in a way that it scratches the floor and makes a squeaking sound and she looks pissed and does the cleaning a dozen times on only one spot,on each spot or room.and when she uses the blender,she puts it on the fastest speed and leaves it on like that for long and i cant hear the tv and it pisses me off,and i always get that feeling like shes doing it on purpose or like there’s something seriously wrong with her.i think she has some form of ocd.and she always sneak-walks when ever she goes in the kitchen or something,like you cant hear her footsteps and she is sort of overweight and short so i should be able to hear her footsteps.she also seems like a teenager even though shes a mom with her primary,demon-child daughter,and i don’t even act like that woman and i am teenager.she seems sneaky,manipulative,mysterious,secretive and like when she talks to me she looks pissed off,and spaced out.by the way,my dads mother(my grandmother),and my aunt cant stand her because of the way she is and because she doesn’t work because shes taking care of my sister(that’s what my dad said),but why cant they put my sis in a freaking daycare?it doesn’t make sense.ever since ive moved in she hasn’t worked and obviously

Anyway, she sounds like she is having a hard time. Just try being nice to her and perhaps she will be nice to you. She has a lot of stresses and such. So do you, but perhaps you can make it easier on yourself by going out of the way to be nice, and maybe she’ll return that effort.
mgratk2 | Feb 06, 2010

Also do your chores, no questions asked and then get on with what you want to achieve in life. Set some goals and work with them. As far as your 4 year old step sister. Deal with her as the school teach would deal with you. If your step Mother is not doing her job, time for you to take up the slack. Don’t tolerate her behaviour and firmly apply proper ways to the sister. If the step M interferes time to have a word with Dad.
 peppermints at tnt21.com | Feb 06, 2010